Solo
by Chad S Sides
I stand alone
Watching the rain splash on my skin
The stars long since gone
The sun just barely a memory not yet an anticipation
I hug myself hanging on to my little scrap of warmth
I stand in the dark cold and wet
The afterthoughts to my emptiness
Hoping for that light to come on
Wishing the door would open
But knowing I am not needed
Believing I am not wanted
Not expecting to be invited out
You knew me once I think you've forgotten
I stand alone
The thoughts of one stuck in my mind
One that I long for but have been denied
I begin walking unsure of my direction
As my thoughts continue to plague me
But
accepting my solitude